don't know

I don't know what I'll do. I don't know. I should start to decide it because it keeps bugging me... although I know with an almost exact certainly that I would end doing what I don't want to do but I want to do at the same time. It would be easier to know what you want to do from the beginning and go directly to it, don't think so? But no.  In my case it doesn't, and I think it will take time to realize what is mi definitive way, cause the hard decisions will always be difficult and cause i'm not interested to get worked up in certain things.  I'm more of letting the time pass, and sometimes is hateful.